Existential Crisis

I often stare into the blankness of the room…

Wondering…

What is this life I live?

I’ve become so conscious that I feel and witness every moment…

I can’t get away from living…

My brain separates my soul from my body…and provides feedback from the different versions of life…

At every moment I’m reminded of my true purpose…

To be the light of the world…

Sometimes it’s pressure, but sometimes it rescues me…

As I meditate and elevate the levels of my body, I feel my connection to this world drift away…

I can’t be “normal”, my life has changed and eyes opened…

It’s a gift and a curse…they say

I’m addicted to energy and protecting it…. But is that any different than being addicted to alcohol?

I’m not afraid of death, because I know what lies over there, and its bliss…

It’s like I live in 2 worlds…

On a mission to find peace, real love, and happiness…

On a mission to find me, to elevate my soul to higher levels…

To the normal person I may seem uninteresting…

But life has showed me things that I long to be…

Wise beyond my years…

Always assuring I overcome my fears…

Is it only me that feels and thinks this way? Am I alone on this journey every day?

There’s a whole world of beings protecting me, and I lean on that when I can’t see…

I am loved…

~Nique

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